Scritte in diversi tempi e situazioni.
MIRROR
It has been a while.
I kind of remember, how sweet was to wake up in the mornings and see my love laying beside me in the bed. Didn’t need lots of effort to pull over and kiss her on the chick as a good day wishing. I have never done it.
Now, in the mornings, the only thing I see beside me in the bed is my image reflected in the mirror.
I know the mistakes I have done. I have learned my lesson. I want to scream this out to the whole world: “Hey!! I am back!! I am changed”.
But I think I have lost also self-reputation, not only my love. No sound comes out from my mouth, not a single scream.
I know, tons of you may have lived the same situation, but this doesn’t make me feel any better.
Once a friend of mine told me, time will solve any problem…one morning you’ll wake up and look at life differently. I am waiting for that to happen, now I still see my lonely image reflected in the mirror.
I should take off the wall that evil thing, perhaps then, I’ll look at life differently and my love will come back.
BEER
I am the man.
I hold the pint on my right hand as I would hold my penis during a wank.
Carefully, with respect and pride.
I learned to drink beer in Ireland. I drunk for happiness, I drunk for joy, I drunk for fun and I drunk to forget.
Yes, to forget.
To forget that I ‘m only a drunk lonely wanker.
LOVE
Love is kept in a tank.
Once this is empty it needs to be refilled.
We can not live without love. There are many kinds.
Now my tank is empty and I am using indifference as replacement. It doesn’t work the same, doesn’t give the same results, but helps to keep me sane until the love tank is full again. The one I have ordered is very expensive and not easy to find. Cheap love is not worth it. I rather prefer to spend more or wait longer, but the results and satisfactions are indeed major.
I have to ask if possible to implement a second tank for emergencies.
FRIENDS
What a variety of friends I have.
No one of them have similarities.
It’s like a round of poker, when you have none of the 5 cards matching.
You can always try to change them, but you never know what will come out. You should know very well the game you are playing or being very lucky.
I have never been lucky and I am not a good poker player, so I keep the cards I have and try to bluff.
SKY
It was a cold night, colder then usual.
The sky was looking at me while I was smoking my last cigarette. I could feel stars staring at me. I finished my cigarette quickly and I run home…disappearing trough the door. I am sure then a star’s dream came true.
GIRLFRIEND
I had a girlfriend once.
I was very jealous about her.
Then I had another girlfriend and also I was very jealous about her too.
I had many girlfriends, many time wasted in jealousy. If I would have cared more about the relation with them then being jealous I would not be single now.
But I must go on, have another beer, smoke another cigarette. Maybe next time I will look myself at the sky for a dream to come true, my love tank is almost full and now I can clearly see my image reflected in the mirror.
I am smiling. My bluff at poker won the table.
ENTONCES!